My perfect ending

Dawning.......
It's dawning on me,
that life is not like in the movies,
not like what you read in novel,
not what my mama told me,
not what I could have ever anticipated.
when treated unfairly by someone,
i mean really unfairly,
that person might not get bad karma.
that person might not trip and break a leg.
literally.
that person might never suffer misfortune.
rather, the person can thrive and become prosperous,
successful and down right lucky.
if you are very unlucky,
that person might control your fate.
God didn't want to tell us this part when He said,
we should not evny, that we should learn to forgive and move on.
He tells us that; the good and the bad He allows the
sun to shine on equally.
what a fool i've been.
but how do i let go of the past without waiting for the perfect ending?
My perfect ending......
the start of my new beginning.
I guess it has to start from within me.
God help me.
God help us all.